27Feb09
Today, I was minding my own business, traipsing across the web when a pop-up flashed on to my screen. In brightly colored, flashing text it exhorted me to enter a new world of dating possibilities. Just one click away, I could meet hundreds of wives eager to forsake their vows and get it on with strangers.
What kind of sick person starts a site like this?
23Feb09
Lately, I’ve felt uninspired, lethargic and fearful. Everyday, I grind through a sequence of events that lack the novelty to fascinate while remaining sufficiently irregular to prevent a comfortable routine. I go to school and sit through lectures that are somewhat interesting. I work on assignments that are almost useful. I do the little things, like showers, laundry and taxes that keep my life running close to smoothly. Lately, I’ve been trying to regularize my prayer and Bible reading. In my quest for consistency, God has been telling me to something that grinds against my natural inclination. He wants me to change.